Saturday, June 3, 2017

Almost

"Almost relationships are always going in circles. They are always uncertain, timid, and unsure. They are a roller coaster of adrenaline and butterflies. Almost relationships are as passionate as they are scary. And they are always, always going to hurt the hardest.  
The thing about almost relationships is that you never go into them knowing it’s an ‘almost’ or a ‘maybe’ or a question. You go into it expecting more. Wanting more. Craving more. You go into it eager and trusting.  
It’s only until it’s over when you realize that it was never going to be what you truly wanted it to be. He didn’t give me any reason not to fall for him. 
Until he did. 
One day he just slowly cut me off. Me being the naive person that I am figured he was just busy. But slowly, after a few days of being ghosted, everything came crashing down on me. 
And I was the one who had been played.
Turns out, he had been seeing another. Turns out, he lost all his feelings towards me. Why? I will never know. I was shocked. Never in my life had I been so blindsided. Never in my life had I ever been so sure of something, and so sure of someone, to have him drastically prove me wrong.  
I went from feeling like I was on top of the world, to lying in my room crying like a newborn. I had put all of my heart and trust into something that wasn’t even real. I had put all of my strength and my hope into this one person, who didn’t even really give a damn. 
And it hurt. Like hell. 
It hurt more to know that I had trusted him, when he was messing around with someone else behind my back. It hurt more to know that I thought we were on the same page, when we clearly weren’t. 
It hurt more to know that I cared more. I always cared more. " 

Originally appeared on http://tcat.tc/2s65m2J 

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Candy Fair 2015

If you have watched 13 Going On 30 (which I assume you already did) you'll remember how Jenna Rink woke up one day- in her 30's, working for Poise, her favorite fashion magazine from when she was a teenager. 

Well, I literally feel like I am Jenna Rink in all things possible (except that I remember the past 17 yrs of my life, lol). Candy magazine has played such a big part of my teenage years. I remember getting jealous and bitter of those girls who get to be part of the Candy Council of Cool, because it's like the coolest council ever, duh? But it's always never too late! 

Attended my first ever Candy Fair this year to cover the event for Cosmo, and can I just say, the crowd was wiiiiild. Intense ang girls, I swear. Hindi sila pabebe lololol. But anyhow, I enjoyed going over the booths and interviewing the celebrities present! I can do this forever <3 








Candy Girls + Candy Cuties


Hi, Gil. You are my favorite ~cutie~ ^^


This year's theme was Artist Palette. DIY booths and workshops are all over the place for everyone to enjoy.




Cuteness overload #washiluv



Best in decoration ang booth na to! A for effort and creativity




Tickets were sold out, and there were still a lot of girls outside hoping to get some tickets. Jam-packed!





#OOTD 101




Never The Strangers performing on stage. Mega tili ang mga bagets



Put yo hands (phones) up!


Everyone went wild when Jack Reid went on stage! In case you didnt know (which I doubt) Jack is the younger brother of the super hot, super gwapo, James Reid. The charm runs in the blood I guess.


Cosmo Hunk, LA Aguinaldo together with Mari Jasmine hosted the event. Don't you agree with me when I say they make a cute couple?



Lucky girls


Probably my second favorite performance. Candy Armada! Just because.. LA and Alex! They were sooo cute dancing to Backstreet Boys, having so much fun!



 Kiliiiiig


FINAAAALLY... James Reid, you guys! The crowd went SUPER CRAZY when James came out to perform. But did any of you notice his "eye candy"? Lol





Yup, James' eyes are colorfully lined... Siya lang may kayang mag pull-off niyan okay?



What would I do without you two? <3

Monday, September 7, 2015

Cosmo Carnival 2015

Every year, Cosmopolitan Philippines celebrate the hottest bachelors of the country through the Cosmo Bachelor Bash. With this year's carnival theme, the MOA concert grounds was transformed into a fun carnival complete with marriage booth, kissing booth and jail booth for all the Cosmo Girls to enjoy!            




Some random topless guy - he's not a cosmo hunk! Lol





I Do?




Props to this girl! I cant imagine myself sitting there hahaha or maybe Im just such a lola


#RelationshipGoals #Fitspiration


And then it started raining... intense nung ulan + kidlat pls. So happy the event was just temporarily on-hold, and not postponed!




Some meet and greet action with the hunks




Kisses for everyone




Enjoyed the night with this babe! 


So what's for dinner...? Waiting game



Full house before the show even starts





Yum yum yum! I literally forgot to eat dinner cos.. busog na? Lol


Meet Jill- the Editor in Chief of cosmo.ph, who happens to be my #girlboss in Cosmo (duh). She's like the prettiest and nicest person ever- and makes the cutest passwords also hahaha!


Hi Cindy! I'm too shy to tell her in person but omg she's soooo cool like she's so chill she can be Elsa's sister...


With Jico who's from cosmo.ph also, and yay Tigers! 


Retty, Sandra, and Steph- the rest of the super fab cosmo team! 


Thanks to our all-access pass, we were able to go backstage and say hi (and make them say hi- for cosmo snapchat, that is) to all the cosmo bachelors. We saw this year's ring master - Daniel Matsunaga in his tent but di kami pinayagan pumasok don so meh, but OMG as we were about to leave, he suddenly walks our way and yay, #instantselfie.

So sorry I wasn't able to take many photos because I was too busy going around and taking videos- which I will try to upload also!